James' Journal

James: I haven’t had a PCE in 2 or 3 yrs. It is helping me to apply sensuousness as suggested by you and Claudiu. I just thoroughly enjoyed a salad and a taco. I intend to keep being sensuous which could help me to experience my back condition hedonically as you suggested. Thru being sensuous a pce might happen. Thanks, I am feeling better already.

Hi James,

Let me correct you with your own quotes, your last PCE was far more recent than “2 or 3 yrs”

James:
7 Nov
It’s so wonderful here in the actual world.

And a few minutes later –

James:
7 Nov
Erased.

Followed by a post the next day –

James:
8 Nov
I am still waiting for the dust to settle. My experience of being in the actual world lasted for about 24 hrs. I am not actually free. My faded memory of it is it came on slowly and then faded after 24 hrs. I still have a lot of work to do.
I am now looking to get back on track and not fall completely back into the real world.
I was wondering what I need to do next instead of just enjoying and appreciating although I did e & a.
My experience of it was I was having a lot of fun in everything I did whether it was eating a cheeseburger or going to the doctor. I enjoyed interacting with everyone.
My pain was gone or not relevant.
ps: My catalyst was seeing there is no inner and outer world. There is only the actual world. (link)

Reawakening the memory of this astounding PCE can give you a reliable connection to pure intent.

As Claudiu demonstrated in his recent posts (link) (link) you might also have to attend to possible objections to feeling excellent and/or becoming actually free that might be still lurking unseen in the background.

Enjoy the discoveries and process.

Cheers Vineeto

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