James' Journal

I am still waiting for the dust to settle. My experience of being in the actual world lasted for about 24 hrs. I am not actually free. My faded memory of it is it came on slowly and then faded after 24 hrs. I still have a lot of work to do.
I am now looking to get back on track and not fall completely back into the real world.
I was wondering what I need to do next instead of just enjoying and appreciating although I did e & a.
My experience of it was I was having a lot of fun in everything I did whether it was eating a cheeseburger or going to the doctor. I enjoyed interacting with everyone.
My pain was gone or not relevant.
ps: My catalyst was seeing there is no inner and outer world. There is only the actual world.

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