Quick thoughts
Getting into the above now and knowing that dismantling me increases harmlessness which increases good vibes which enhances safety and also venturing into boat rocking territory and that’s quite fun to do…
And being able to see others as fellow human beings for that is what we actually are dispells authority except to recognise it as the felt sense within this psyche
I am the feeling of authority over myself
Exploring being an employee…a preferably good not bad employee… this identity is stressed… because authority says you must take this responsibility seriously or else… and so instinctually i am afraid of the or else… but im stressed because authority says you must be perform excellently… so fear again… all circular nonsense when i am the dominant and the submissive… and i know what isn’t actual…
P.s. woohoo more progress!