Chrono's Journal

[Kub933]

Hi Chrono,

Thank you for sharing, I enjoyed the post.

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But the stark reality persists only where there is no seeing that it is this moment. There’s a disbelief behind it. Like it can’t be true. Why? Because then everything I have ever known is false. And I wonder what are the ramifications of that?

That is a very fascinating thought! It reminds me of a quote from Geoffrey which Leila posted recently :

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Geoffrey (I think): Rather, I would use that situation to have a good look at ‘yourself’, which it looks like you’re trying to do, but rather than lament about the human condition you’re seeing, its ‘vale of tears’ nature, and the sick joke the gods have played on you, in order to pump up yourself with perceived ‘courage’ in the face of tragedy and doom (which is a validation of the said condition), why not use that situation to finally see ‘yourself’ and your imaginary nature?

That’s quite a thing to contemplate… In the final analysis is that all it will come to be? “A dream which in fact never was” to borrow Geoffrey’s words from another private correspondence.

Which this brings me to another point you made :

@cross.chrono

This made me think that if a large portion of people were virtually free or actually free then maybe there won’t be any rocky or churny waters. But someone has to pave the way (me) haha.

I was thinking this the other day when reading some of the correspondence on the forum, how beneficial it is to see other fellow human beings walking the path. Each person proceeding is puncturing some more holes in ‘reality’, that ‘psychic landscape’ is changed with every person slowly abandoning that “dream which in fact never was”. It is a pioneering business and it is a unilateral business and yet the ramifications go way past just the individual.

Just to add to the above, I was thinking about this with regards to me and Sonya, that it is simply “how things are” now when we are together that there is a lack of conflict and a mutual liking. That it would be ‘weird’ to operate in the way which would be classed as ‘normal’. As in those felicitous and innocuous vibes are the norm, to relate in sorrow and malice would now be the outlier.