So I’ve been keeping the experience of that ‘ah ha!’ moment at the front of my mind. The seeing that everything is happening on it’s own accord without ‘me’ actually deciding anything has been pretty relevant for me lately. I mostly find myself loosening the ‘reigns of control’ when im driving and noticing how easy everyhing is and how much more fun I am having when I let go a bit more. It’s realising experientialy, bit by bit that it’s actually better in every way to step back. I notice that it’s when ‘I’ pop up and start planning/ schemeing is when the light/ fun flavour of the world around me dulls. It’s like im seeing the world through different lenses depending on how much ‘in contol’ ‘i’ am. 
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