Aah finally some experiential glimpse to the quality of actuality today…
Got up at 4am and was feeling pretty fresh and it was super silent and still…as it is always around this time of the day here…There is this period of super calm before sunrise when there are barely any sounds of both humans(vehicles etc activity) and animals, birds…It is as if the psychic web is at its lowest at this time…I wonder if this is the case across the globe ? I think Peter also mentioned something similar…
I wasn’t in a full blown PCE, but was in a very delightful place and there was this glimpse of stillness…outside the windows I saw these insects circling around very close to the street lamp which I experienced as such a super sweet intimacy…
Its little wonder why Richard calls this stillness as peace and also the most precious thing(“more precious than rare gemstones, relationships etc”)…it really is like an end of everything…this everything is ofcourse “me” in its entirety…from the standpoint of this perfectly still “other” world, it is literally mind-boggling what a load of total delusion everyday “reality” is each moment again…it exactly feels like a nightmare one is dreaming and upon glimpsing actuality, its like one wakes up from that nightmare !
Fast forward few hours later whilst having b’fast…my mom spoke some thing about girls n marriage…and I found myself hard to control my uprising annoyance…all that flavour of stillness lost in a matter of minutes…return of the full being which wasn’t even actually there to begin with