Origin of resentment to be here

If you mean how do I go about it, I just read your post - Felix's Diary - #149 by Felix and it sounds very similar to what my experience would be :smiley: I will write more when I get to work. But in short it is noticing that โ€˜Iโ€™ am currently blocking it in whatever way eg by being that anxious energy and then instead orienting myself towards purity.