If I have ever been close then this is it! 
The past couple of days there has definitely been a thrilling momentum not of ‘my’ doing. What is different this time around is that the destination which I am being pulled towards is right under my nose, here on earth. This is so much more down to earth than what was going on in the past. The kind of seeing which is happening more and more is exactly what I described a while ago in this post, essentially that in the final analysis ‘my’ existence is “all a play in emotive imaginative thought … an errant and vainglorious brain-pattern”. And with this seeing happening more and more I have been able to experientially confirm for myself just what it is that I am aiming for. And actual freedom (what I can glimpse / gather of it) is something far more down to earth than ‘I’ had imagined in the past, it’s not some weird state only available for the select few but rather how the universe intends all flesh and blood bodies to live, in fact all is already in place for this to be the case! To become actually free looks much more along the lines of “finally setting things right” or “allowing what is already here”, rather than achieving some special state - it’s all very down to earth basically.
I remember a while ago I commented about what I saw as Vineeto’s unyielding optimism, and her reply was essentially that - although she understands why I would see it that way, it is not actually optimism, it is simply that actual freedom is my destiny. What I am describing above is exactly that kind of seeing, it is outside of optimism/pessimism or belief/disbelief, it is seeing that to live as a flesh and blood body only is exactly what we are all here for and everything is already in place for this to be the case.