Kuba: OK a further report of what I can see so far. I woke up feeling quite ‘clean’ compared to how I usually do. However there is still a contrast which I find fascinating. The “contrast” is that the world around I could describe as this crystal clean prism which refracts light into various wonderful colours. And then there is what I would describe as a black/red “blob”
which is the core of ‘my’ being. (…)
And this core of ‘me’ it sits there like an embryo, the energy it consists of it cannot be reduced or split up, what it can do is shift/ morph in line with the perfection and purity. [Emphasis added]. (link)
Hi Kuba,
Just a quick note so there is no room for misconception – this ‘me’ you describe “as a black/red ‘blob’” cannot and never will “shift/ morph in line with the perfection and purity”. Perfection and purity is perfect and pure and any aspect of ‘you’ is not.
‘You’ will, with ‘your’ permission, become extinct, ‘blobbed’ out, dead as a dodo, disappear as the phantom of passionate imagination ‘you’ are.
I thought I point this out so you don’t do the same as Claudiu –
Claudiu: “that I had been trying to put myself into actuality, as in I as identity, as a feeling-being” (link)
Cheers Vineeto