John

[Miguel]

@John

Do you still experience this, when you can go for long periods of time, stuck in not feeling good and being unwilling to do anything about it?

I’ll seize this question you asked @Kub933 to describe/explain some of the elements which prevented me from

@Miguel

wanting to feel good (happy and harmless at the end)

or at least better daily/periodically which constituted part of my own “wall” (incidentally, a few days later @claudiu also referred to not wanting to enjoy and appreciate here: Claudiu's Journal - #82 by claudiu; maybe you will find it useful).

NOTE: My post grew so much that I noticed it was a good opportunity to turn it into one of the articles I had set out to write, taking advantage of my journal as a “draft notebook” that would allow for criticism/comments, successive modifications, etc.

So here it is: Miguel - #4 by Miguel