Jesus Carlos Journal

Yes! Doing this has been essential to dismantle that old habit, that I and @Felix share. It’s a weakening process right now.

Oh! I said it in theoretical terms, but maybe I misunderstood something. When to my previous post you answered:

I concluded that only when ‘I’ self immolate, I can become free of this and every aspect of the human condition (the need of nurture and desire that are the instincts from wich ‘I’ emerge) and that before it happens what I can do is to diminish it to a 99% degree.

But apart from this, it also makes sense to me that I need to look more closely at the problem to see if I can root it out. From what I have been researching and working on in therapy (cognitive-behavioral therapy), this aspect of my personality, the intense needing of recognition and approval, was born mainly in the first three years of my life, due to the particular dynamics that occurred in my family and was strengthened over time after not having been detected earlier and dismantled it (I didn’t knew any method to do it anyways :rofl:). I am now 40 and it has been my main discovery since last year and especially in these last two months.

Thanks for your invaluable retro, as always @Vineeto

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