Vineeto: “In the meantime, you increase enjoyment and increase appreciation of being alive and mimic the actual to the point where there is barely any difference between what you are experiencing and what you tangibly rememorate the actual world to be like.”
James: The best way for me to do this is to rememorate the purity of my last PCE. That is what I intend to do.
Then you-the-identity can gladly agree to disappear.
Feeling good, enjoying, appreciating and experiencing perfection even more. Still no pure intent. I think @Kub933 nailed it that I am lacking intent to experience pure intent. I need to make pure intent first and foremost. That is what I am not doing.
It seems like I am putting enjoying and appreciating first which could be right but I am not following thru with pure intent. I am missing the over-arching importance of pure intent.
James: Feeling good, enjoying, appreciating and experiencing perfection even more. Still no pure intent. I think Kub933 nailed it that I am lacking intent to experience pure intent. I need to make pure intent first and foremost. That is what I am not doing.
It seems like I am putting enjoying and appreciating first which could be right but I am not following thru with pure intent. I am missing the over-arching importance of pure intent.
Hi @James,
You say “I am missing the over-arching importance of pure intent” – the next question I would ask is, why?
What is missing to experience “the over-arching importance of pure intent”? What is holding you back from wanting to be actually free as the number one priority in your life? Is there a feeling, an apprehension, an apparently valid reason, which stops you going further.
Some sincere and attentive contemplation may provide an answer. If not, keep probing, until you experience the fascination, the obsession with discovering the very meaning … and then the direct experience of pure intent – “an actually occurring stream of benevolence and benignity that originates in the vast and utter stillness that is the essential character of the universe itself”. (Richard, Articles, This Moment of Being Alive)
Once experienced you cannot help but making this direct experience of pure intent, as Kuba described it in his message yesterday and which he called “the flavour of the final destination” (link), the “first and foremost” aim in your life.
Cheers Vineeto
I don’t know why.
There is no feeling, apprehension, valid reason, nothing to stop me from going further.
Evidently, there is a belief that I can’t. I have no reason why I can’t. It seems like I still don’t want it. Maybe has to do with I’m doing good as I am so there is no need to go further.
It has to be a belief. Could be a belief that I can’t or I don’t need it or some other belief that I am not seeing.
It could just be a belief period. I need to keep looking at belief. This could be the guardian. Will keep looking for a hidden belief.
The guardian itself is a belief. It is part of the whole make-up of ‘I/me’ which is all a belief.
Hi James,
When I wrote –
Vineeto: You say “I am missing the over-arching importance of pure intent” – the next question I would ask is, why?
What is missing to experience “the over-arching importance of pure intent”? What is holding you back from wanting to be actually free as the number one priority in your life? Is there a feeling, an apprehension, an apparently valid reason, which stops you going further.
Some sincere and attentive contemplation may provide an answer. If not, keep probing, until you experience the fascination, the obsession with discovering the very meaning … and then the direct experience of pure intent – “an actually occurring stream of benevolence and benignity that originates in the vast and utter stillness that is the essential character of the universe itself”. (Richard, Articles, This Moment of Being Alive)
Once experienced you cannot help but making this direct experience of pure intent, as Kuba described it in his message yesterday and which he called “the flavour of the final destination” (link), the “first and foremost” aim in your life. [emphases added]
and you answered scant 5 minutes later was –
James: I don’t know why.
There is no feeling, apprehension, valid reason, nothing to stop me from going further.
Evidently, there is a belief that I can’t. I have no reason why I can’t. It seems like I still don’t want it. Maybe has to do with I’m doing good as I am so there is no need to go further.
It has to be a belief. Could be a belief that I can’t or I don’t need it or some other belief that I am not seeing.
It could just be a belief period. I need to keep looking at belief. This could be the guardian. Will keep looking for a hidden belief.
and
The guardian itself is a belief. It is part of the whole make-up of ‘I/me’ which is all a belief.
… then I cannot help but notice that in those 5 minutes you could not possibly have had any “sincere and attentive contemplation” nor kept “keep probing, until you experience the fascination, the obsession with discovering the very meaning … and then the direct experience of pure intent” nor have carefully re-read Richard’s article about the method to see if you were missing some vital element nor have read the link to Kuba’s message describing “the flavour of the final destination”.
Instead you proffer some familiar sentences from your previous repertoire such as “It has to be a belief. Could be a belief […] or some other belief that I am not seeing” and “the guardian itself is a belief” which bring you not an inch closer to experiencing pure intent.
Here is a quote of the day for you –
Richard: It is not for the faint of heart or the weak of knee … but pure intent, born out of the connection between one’s inherent naiveté and the perfection of the infinitude of this physical universe, will provide one with the necessary intestinal fortitude. (Richard’s Journal, 1997, Article Seven)
And:
Richard: it takes nerves of steel to don such an aqua-lung and plunge deep in the stygian depths of the human psyche … it is not for the faint of heart or the weak of knee.
This is because past the human conditioning is the human condition itself … that which caused the conditioning in the first place. To end this condition, the deletion of blind nature’s software package which gave rise to the rudimentary animal ‘self’ is required.
This is the elimination of ‘me’ at the core of ‘being’.
The complete and utter extinction of ‘being’ is the end to all the ills of humankind. (Richard, Homepage)
I cannot be more interested in your freedom than you are.
Cheers Vineeto
My fundamental belief is that ‘I can’t’. My dad always told me that you can’t do this and you can’t do that. Right up until the end he told me that I can’t. This has stopped me my whole life and it is stopping me now. I always took drugs in the past to help me. I don’t have drugs now and I can’t do them now anyway because the state and my healthcare have stopped me. This is actually good because I need to do it own my own.
I do have the memory of pure intent from my last pce so I need to use that to guide me. I need to stay with that memory and bring it to life.
I saw what I’ve been doing wrong. I’ve been trying to make an inner connection to pure intent and pure intent is not inner. It is outer. As soon as I saw that my senses perked up. The wind became stronger and the sounds became louder. The waves on the water started shimmering. Everything became brighter. I am confident that I can make a connection to pure intent now.
James: I saw what I’ve been doing wrong. I’ve been trying to make an inner connection to pure intent and pure intent is not inner. It is outer. As soon as I saw that my senses perked up. The wind became stronger and the sounds became louder. The waves on the water started shimmering. Everything became brighter. I am confident that I can make a connection to pure intent now.
Hi @James,
This is great news, James!
Just a slight correction which might be helpful – pure intent is neither “inner” nor “outer”. The outer world is the projection of the “inner” world of the identity onto the material world and as such pure intent is outside of both worlds. That’s how pure intent facilitates you to aim for that which is entirely outside of ‘you’, outside of ‘your’ inner world and outside of ‘your’ outer world, just as the PCE from which you derive pure intent is outside or ‘your identity’s’ perception.
You may have already experientially understood this because you say that “Everything became brighter. I am confident that I can make a connection to pure intent now”.
Cheers Vineeto
Thanks for the correction. I’m still not sure that I totally understand this. I am seeing it right now as in actuality there is no inner and outer world. There is only the actual world.
Correct. 