@Vineeto I have come to realize why I have never gotten anywhere with self-immolation. It is because I have always wanted to do it for ‘me’ w/o wanting to do it for others. This is not true altruism. Altruism is wanting to do it for ‘me’, ‘you’ and ‘everybody’.
I would like to start by saying that I really want to do it for you. This is the best place to start because you have tried so hard to help me all these years. If I can do it for you then I can do it for me and everybody.
Thank you for being there for me all these years.
I understand now why altruism is the key. I need altruism to give me the strength to follow thru just as Richard told us.
I don’t want to send this because I am afraid that I can’t deliver on my promise.