I saw the fact of self-immolation is that the ‘me’ is in the way and that I was headed down the known path to try and unseat it and the known path hasn’t worked and so I just stopped.
I’ve been told I need to connect to pure intent to proceed and I am not connected so I assumed that I can’t proceed without it. I don’t know what to do that is not the known path and, as I said, the known path hasn’t worked.