James' Journal

[Kub933]

Well so when I read through your last 3 posts :

@jamesjjoo

It is all so wonderful and perfect right now and right now is all there is.

Then next you are still appreciating sensuousness but doubt starts to creep in :

@jamesjjoo

I could be getting carried away with sensuousness although I’m not sure one could have too much sensuousness. Sensuousness seems like the basis for enjoyment and appreciation.

And then it looks like ‘you’ have succeeded in inventing the next objection :

@jamesjjoo

Upon further contemplation I can see that if sensuousness becomes a harmful addiction then it is obviously too much.

Actually it reminds me very much of exactly what happened with ‘me’ recently after those periods of utter delight. In that what started with :

@Kub933

So things are once again going wonderfully, the levels of pure sensate delight which I am experiencing are really just off the charts. I can see that in actual freedom it is all that is left. As in there is only the direct sensate experience of the perfection and purity all around, with not a single bit of ‘dirt’ to get in the way. Words fail to describe just how delicious this is, indeed it seems something like this could blow one’s fuses if apprehended without prior acclimatisation. It’s almost like being “assaulted” from all possible angles by utter delight, it is in everything/anything that is experienced, without cessation.

And then not long after that whole Bodhisattva saga began.

You could consider how you, after dealing with the back pain for so long now are starting to find reasons why apparently too much sensuousness could be a bad thing. When it is such a delicious alternative.