My fundamental belief is that ‘I can’t’. My dad always told me that you can’t do this and you can’t do that. Right up until the end he told me that I can’t. This has stopped me my whole life and it is stopping me now. I always took drugs in the past to help me. I don’t have drugs now and I can’t do them now anyway because the state and my healthcare have stopped me. This is actually good because I need to do it own my own.
I do have the memory of pure intent from my last pce so I need to use that to guide me. I need to stay with that memory and bring it to life.
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