OK so now the only question I have still is what is the best way to proceed when in that “parenthesis” period. Whether it is about allowing ‘myself’ to experience that pattern fully whilst accepting that this aspect of being seduced further by pure intent will be temporarily stunted. This seems the only way, that ‘I’ have to experience ‘myself’ sufficiently to where ‘I’ am happy once more to continue being unravelled.
Hi @Kuba,
I wondered where you disappeared to in the last couple of weeks.
Welcome back.
To answer your question, I suggest that you only have to experience the objection or obstruction long enough to be able to name it/ label it. Recognizing it for what it is it will disappear.
I suspect it’s only a ghost of an objection, masquerading as a real problem. 
Remember, as Richard confirmed, “there are no prerequisites as such to becoming actually free” [link].
Cheers Vineeto