OK so now the only question I have still is what is the best way to proceed when in that “parenthesis” period. Whether it is about allowing ‘myself’ to experience that pattern fully whilst accepting that this aspect of being seduced further by pure intent will be temporarily stunted. This seems the only way, that ‘I’ have to experience ‘myself’ sufficiently to where ‘I’ am happy once more to continue being unravelled. @claudiu what do you think?