James' Journal

claudiu · 25 June 2024 13:58

Hi James,

Vineeto wrote me the following to send to you, which I reproduce below:

VINEETO: Hi James,

Today, when searching for something unrelated I came across an interesting email you sent in January 2010 -

[Vineeto to James, PS]: I am pleased to read on the Yahoo list that your ‘animosity toward Vineeto’ that had troubled you for years was finally resolved (8763) – just in time before that ‘Vineeto’ disappeared forever from the face of the earth. Direct Route, No. 5, 16 January 2010 (link)

(8763): [James to No. 4 (List D)]: ‘In that discussion with you I was able to go deep into the feeling itself by staying with the feeling until I reached the core of my being. When I reached the core it was as if the feeler (feeling) itself was smoothly wiped away. I saw how smooth it could be and that I didn’t need anyone else to do it. I have had no further animosity toward Vineeto or anyone else since then.’ Re: A Long-Awaited Public Announcement, Thu Jan 14, 2010 3:16pm.

[James]: Yes I am very pleased about that also. That was just in time. It is quite a relief to get that monkey off my back. I can truly say now that all animosity toward you is gone. The call for others to join you, Richard and Peter in the actual world sooner rather than later has given me a sense of urgency. The question now is: Can I act on this sense of urgency before it languishes and then exactly how do I act on it from where I am to expedite this process sooner rather than later? Direct Route, No. 5, 17 January 2010 (link)

Doesn’t it seem a bit silly to you to revive a 14yrs old corpse of resentment and allow it to delay your progress towards becoming actually free?

Cheers Vineeto