Ok so loving the I am the herd thing…starting to click now how I feel certain ways in order to keep me in the herd, keeping me suffering, keeping everything going…like guilt which was mentioned earlier on the forum…also fear, also love, loneliness maybe? Must be…
all of them really
Anyway with this perspective now it’s more obvious what is happening and there’s less power in feeling that way…depowered
Digging up some more plants, some digging from this side, some digging from that side, some roots are easy some appear bigger and deeper…
Digging myself out of the ground hahha