So now I can sense my self as a being, sometimes being a son, or being an employee, as in those ways of being occasionally come to the fore and my mood changes and i start thinking and imagining in the way of that being, and recognise that I am being this or that and decide to not go down those roads and come back to enjoying and appreciating instead… increasingly easily… so where in the past i may have been responding or reacting as a son, maybe a frustarted son or a worried son, and wanting to be a good son or a different kind of son, now I can more easily stop being a son and instead I carry on enjoying the moment as it is…this is a different way of being… not sure if it aligns with the in control different way of being but different than normal, right angles different
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