You seem to be clear on the target though! Even through the weird bit you ended up in, you know what to get back to!
oooo! how exciting! Build up that spice tolerance and next time I see you you can dig in into the spicy sauce 
. I know what you mean about the loving feelings for all the experiences we shared, I found that having the appreciation of the intimacy we all shared at the forefront and re remembering that helped diminish the loving feelings.
I’m still in awe on what we accomplished 