Claudiu's Journal

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John

One thing that’s become increasingly clear to me is that I can’t be feeling something without me “really” feeling something, if that makes sense. For example in the past I would feel annoyed at a person. But I would say I’m not ‘really’ annoyed at them, I just feel annoyance but I ‘know’ it’s a silly reaction so I don’t “intent” the annoyance even if I experience the feeling of it. Or with desire, like… I feel a desire for this person or that thing, but I don’t ‘really’ want that, I don’t pur…