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I have experienced a strong pull at times, though not as intensely as you describe here. Or maybe it was and I forgot lol. I experienced it like a “sweet spot” (as in a Goldilocks zone) of pushing/pulling. If I’m out of the zone and I push too much then I don’t get anywhere, it’s me pushing me and I fall in on myself — I finally realized this won’t really work about 2 years ago but I did it a lot leading up to that. If I don’t push enough then nothing happens of course. But when I’m in the z…