Ah well I certainly wasn’t putting out any harmful or aggressive vibes writing it, but it was still me a feeling-being doing so 
I find myself unable to really write any update. Anything I write I sense it will just convey something other than what I am really experiencing or going through. Like it would ‘crystallize’ some things that are not really as set as they would seem to be from what I would write. So I will just leave it at that lol. But am happy to convey things to other people if they have questions like what piqued me to write the message to Henry about if Jane Goodall’s experience was a PCE