Really funny thing just now. I see now that … I can literally just choose self-sacrifice! Like, self-sacrifice is an option that I can just pick.
Somehow I did not really realize this before. I thought I had to do it in some round-about way where because I am intrinsically self-centered I can’t really directly choose self-sacrifice. Which just amounts to trying to trick myself into it lol.
But it’s one of the options available to me! I can literally just pick it lol