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Kub933's Journal

Woww writing on this forum does do magic sometimes. I uncovered a huge one for me – a belief that this actualizing of and living of an actually perfect life is just “not for me”. As soon as the contemplation yielded this thought it is like it knocked something loose, and the excitement and naivete and joy resumbed. And then I was able to think it through in words to explain: it was a belief that it’s not something that is ‘meant’ for me, not my destiny – it will be what is meant for some other…