Wow so the standard is to be raised even higher! I remember the PCE I had a few weeks ago where I solidly experienced infinitude, it was clear that this body is of the same stuff, the same character as infinitude.
In the PCE that overarching benevolence and benignity is part and parcel of what this body is and currently ‘I’ experience this benevolence and benignity all around. ‘I’ might never ‘be’ that benevolence and benignity and yet ‘I’ have to have the daring and audacity to proceed right into it. With the sure knowledge that ‘I’ will disappear and will be replaced by it.
That this body will be that benevolence and benignity personified - this “too good to be true” is simply having my standards set too low.
So before the daring and audacity seemed related to proceeding towards ‘my’ oblivion but now the daring and audacity is to do with aiming for something so much bigger than ‘I’ could ever accomplish on ‘my’ own. This standard is so high that ‘I’ could only proceed with gay abandon. As of now there is the perfection and purity all around and there is the little ‘me’ wanting to scream “too good to be true!” and yet ‘I’ know that sooner or later ‘I’ will have to let the whole thing rip and proceed right into this perfection and purity, as an actuality. To not only experience it temporarily or to get a taste of it whilst remaining ‘me’ but rather to be that very perfection and purity personified.