Hi Kuba,
This is an excellent summary and position to be in.
Anything can happen which sets off the spark – something you watch on the news to show you the utter senselessness of what humans to do humans, some drama on TV which reminds you of the ongoing sorrow in every household, an exquisite moment of utter stillness and purity, a perfect experience of delicious intimacy with Sonya, a fun event which indicates what life could be like for everyone, …
Enjoy the “waiting for that something”.
Cheers Vineeto