Claudiu's Journal

[emp]

@Kub933

Although the more I look at this the more I see that really this is just a self centred motivation, fuelled by a fear of being a complete outcast, and furthermore fuelled by the fear of no longer ‘being’ at all.

At least when I explore it myself it’s a sort of bartering, isn’t it? ”Look, ’I’ am useful!”, i e ”Please let me stay!”.

I’ve been having this back and forth quite a bit lately.