That’s so utterly delightful. ‘Me’ out of fear and desire for safety, I take away from this and try to make all familiar, already-known, old, stagnant, stale, so ‘I’ feel safe… and then that breeds the very resentment ‘I’ have towards being alive! Giving up delight and wonder in exchange for safety that breeds resentment and is only felt to be safe but actually isn’t … how utterly backwards !! Lol