We are going through something very similar @cross.chrono . I have also been experiencing love, with all its variants. I think I have reached a point where I see its advantages but also its limitations. And pure intent is the guide to gradually replace the feeling of love with that of pure intimacy (@claudiu experience) and appreciation for the simple fact of sharing and living together, care and consideration for one’s own life and that of another.
I also don’t know what will happen, I also feel (sometimes) fear or sorrow when I think of abandoning humanity and these feelings of connection (and I’m investigating this moral mechanisms). But it helps me to think and trust that what will come will be 100% better (infinitely better) and that is not blind trust, it is based on my last PCE where I could see it very clearly.