Bubs b2wf journal

Kub, beautiful soul,
AF not for me bub.
PCE not for me. I skydived a couple of weeks ago - felt like a PCE. Still remember every little detail of the incident.

All you guys have been wonderful to me - once I know what a PCE is like then I’ll be converted - but I’ve had 5-meo-dmt - completely lose sight of myself, and get lost in becoming the visuals in a non dual sense. ayahuasca a few weeks ago when every leaf on the trees appeared to be shimmering and time stood still as ecstacy filled my being.

I can reverse uno Richard’s quote you sent my way, throw mental gymnastics back at you but for what. You’re a beautiful soul with a beautiful journey.

Let me be happy and harmless. Thank you for your ever present kindness.

Repeat what I’ve repeatedly said. Constant PCE or getting rid of feeling being not for me.

If any of you ever truly find what you’re seeking, I’ll be curious to hear about it and learn from your journey.

Happy and harmless. Sensate apperception. Appreciating and enjoying this moment of being alive. Absolutely yes.

Again, no chase for some future shangrila.

No mental gymnastics in appreciating the ups and downs in the now with non resistance/acceptance.

This world as it is now, is spectacularly beautiful enough for me.

Me, as I am now, and you as you are now are spectacularly beautiful.

The worst things to have happened to me, the people who have been the worst to me - absolutely magical. I see the immensely rich lessons they taught me. All parts of consciousness playing their part to get all of us Home.

What more can I ask for?