Andrew

So…

Haha, I always love to open with “So”.

How is it, that such innocence can be the carrier of such destruction?

For context, and to avoid my historical habit of being cryptic and mysterious; my otherwise cheerful, adventurous, and caring mother, has carried and passed on all the horrors of the human condition.

Just as every mother and father in all of history has done.

Wow.

What a betrayal!

Each of us, grown in the innocence of ignorance and being completely new to being alive at all, carry on this utter insanity!

I am finally starting to understand the most secular fascination I know; horror films!

Hehe, I never liked scary movies. But, I now “get” something about them. Secular folks are making fun of the brutality of our nature! It’s an expression of something I can’t understand from my religious past.

This song and its AI video clip from a band I quite like really made me stop and consider what this “horror as entertainment “ was really about. I was always attracted to a certain version of it, but not the full version of horror.

It’s playing with death as art! It’s quite funny and entertaining!

For context to my mood, I have been listening to bossa nova with my son at work. I am not posting this video as any sort of “shock value “. I just like it.

The complete immersion in death, blood and destruction is something I was never comfortable with. Something in this is making fun of it. Not taking it seriously! Even the artist making fun in the comments over the video. “My eyes! A repeating motif “

Such a vile video was so scary to me growing up. I feel a guilt sharing it. Like I should be only posting sunshine and butterflies. Haha.