Thanks Vineeto,
It’s been great having an experience that can indeed be related back to that article!
It was a favourite article back when I first was introduced to Actualism by the Dharma Overground forum.
I have had the ongoing feeling that the entire background has changed. Twice, there was a ever so slight shift in perception, just upon realising something fresh with this new knowledge of ‘I’ preceding the entire mess of religion.
The sky sort of blinked a slightly different colour today when walking to get some lunch. And also, this morning whilst watching cars “cut in” front of me, there was a definite sense of choice happening and a slight shift in perception.
Almost like neither happened, but the feeling was as if ‘I’ could shift altogether out into the world.
The choice to feel good isn’t always obvious though. That seems that I need to sort out some logistics in my life. Practical things in my living space, as they are an ever present excuse to feel frustrated.
I will read that Apperception article again.
Thanks
Andrew