I used the situation to work out, to some degree, why I am like this. Why do I post so much when I will, very quickly, cringe at that fact?
I said that this isn’t the first time. I first discovered online forums around 2010. A guitar tube amp forum! I became obsessed with posting. I then had the thought to use this addiction to revive my (by then) flat spiritual journey. So I found a forum call vipassana forum . It was actually a Tibetan train meditation forum, which was very useful to me. Anyway, I digress.
Discussing the single most important thing to me is locked behind a screen.
I have read sci-fi novels which had a similar premise. Haha