Syd's bird's-eye-view log

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0226 RZ[1]
  1. Accidental access to naive part of ‘me’[2]
  2. Everyone is equally interesting in the moment.[2:1]
0227 AZ[3]
  1. AccidentalReproducible[4]:
    • staying with → no longer serious → no longer believing[5] in it → naiveté resurfaces (via a bit of ‘arriving here’[6])
    • :police_car_light:[7]: ‘fighting’ it → serious
  2. Preferable to adult personae for ease[8]
0227 RZ[1:1]
  1. [EES]:[9] Diminished separation → Increased thrill of doing (better than ‘flow’) → not missing anything

  1. Momentary realization ↩︎ ↩︎

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  3. Consistent actualisation of a realization ↩︎

  4. Reproducibility - Wikipedia ↩︎

  5. RICHARD: Unfortunately it is not such a simple matter as merely exposing and dropping beliefs and misconceptions. I would suggest asking who is doing the exposing and dropping. I would enquire into just who is holding the beliefs and misconceptions concerning an on-going self. ‘I’ cannot drop the belief that ‘I’ exist because ‘I’, the would-be ‘dropper’, am what is to be dropped. Like-wise, ‘I’ the would-be ‘exposer’, am what is to be exposed. Only apperceptive awareness will do the trick. link

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  6. Idiosyncratic memory during PCE transition. ↩︎

  7. Flashing red light as it were ↩︎

  8. RICHARD: ‘I’ felt foolish that ‘I’ had believed for thirty two years that the ‘wisdom’ of the world ‘I’ had inherited – the real world that ‘I’ was born into – was set in stone. This foolish feeling allowed ‘me’ to get in touch with ‘my’ dormant naiveté, which is the closest thing one has that resembles actual innocence, and activate it with a naive enthusiasm to undo all the conditioning and brainwashing that ‘I’ had been subject to. link

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  9. EES: environmental in its scope ↩︎

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I enjoy the new avatar pic @syd . Paradise!

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