1st Apr 2023 - I was having a super downer, despite being a Saturday and my mum home from the hospital it was like I was just burned out. I caught some strong cold from the hospital and felt so tired. Too top it off, I managed to break my tooth 2 days ago as well. It was like I couldn’t stop the obsessive scanning of bodily symptoms either. In the end, I just gave up on the day and went to bed.
2nd Apr 2023 - I felt so much better, health-wise and emotionally. I had a walk into town on my own and it all seemed smooth. An unexpectedly good day of felicity. I didn’t feel any anxious undercurrents.
3rd Apr 2023 - It was a busy day with lots to do for work before an office visit the next day but it was like I was running in super smooth mode solving all the issues with ease. It was another decent day.
4th Apr 2023 - I had to go to the office and there were loads of weird and tricky problems to deal with and I didn’t let it stress me despite the time pressure. It was like I was running on some optimal mode. Everything was resolved without stress.
On the jouney home which is a cab, 2 trains and a walk back, I started having the best and longest EE that I have had in ages. It was awesome such sensual delight but the weather was awesome, like the first sunny and mild day of the year.
I had started writing these the other day and didn’t submit.