Scout’s journal

[claudiu]

@scout

i don’t think i have the clarity of connection to a PCE to have my intent be fully “pure”, i’m kind of muddling through.

@JonnyPitt

I wonder if being’s intent can ever be pure. I doubt it.

@Kub933

Yeah I think looking for ‘my’ pure intent is not the way to go.

Thirded! I wrote about it in detail recently here: Keeping Nick honest - #6 by claudiu

@Kub933

I thought of ‘me’ as the ‘being’ being able to dip ‘my’ (forever rotten) toes in the perpetually flowing river that is actuality. ‘I’ cannot own this cooling water flowing by and offering its blessings. It is not ‘me’ and it is not ‘mine’ and yet it has an effect on ‘me’, it offers a respite and changes ‘me’.

I like the latter two sentences. I don’t like the first image personally cause it makes it seem like ‘I’ and actuality can “touch”. It may be just word choice but I don’t like to describe it that way. There was a long thread about it here: Connection to pure intent without contact?

Maybe the best I can do is that pure intent is like a new way of being conscious starts to take hold, ‘I’ can be aware it’s happening but ‘I’ can’t feel it out, but ‘I’ can allow it to happen and be naive as a result and allow ‘myself’ to go further in the background eventually leading to an EE or a PCE.

Cheers,
Claudiu