Hi Vineeto,
I think I get your point, it is like I created - from the actualist-infused descriptions - an imagined world in which ‘I’ would become free. But that world, being a projection, is always ‘over there’ in the psyche somewhere. So yes to proceed in that way it is akin to proceeding towards enlightenment, it is creating an imaginary world and seeking to find ‘my’ freedom there.
I find that with these activities coming to an end (the forever problem seeking and the imaginary actualist escapades) there is less and less to write about really 
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Thing have been going well and I have also been experiencing pure intent. Yesterday in particular I kept coming back to it and then I was observing that whilst ‘I’ cannot undo ‘myself’, ‘I’ can keep the connection to pure intent open. It is the experience of pure intent on one hand and the full awareness of ‘me’ on the other which is where something substantial can happen. At times it seems like I am very very close but then it seems there is still something missing and so ‘I’ remain in place by the end.
Yesterday whilst I was experiencing pure intent there was the seeing that with ‘my’ extinction there will be no-one at all left inside the body, and that with ‘me’ gone the body is just as pristinely pure and magically perfect as the rest of actuality.