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Hi Vineeto,
I was thinking about your question intently today as to not reply with a furphy.
It looks that ‘I’ don’t want to be seen/exposed/revealed. Remaining some semblance of control ‘I’ can cover up ‘my’ tracks so to speak.
It’s like ‘I’ am holding in a very dirty secret, and that secret is to do with ‘my’ very ‘being’. And to proceed into the new territory is to allow for that ‘dirty secret’ to be freely revealed / penetrated into.
And to allow that to happen is to begin the process where ‘I’ unravel.
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Hi Kuba,
Yes, that is exactly it – “that secret is to do with ‘my’ very ‘being’” . It is not an easy secret to accept and embrace, and yet it is the very cause for human beings’ suffering, which all the religions and spiritual traditions have exploited to assert their authority and power over millennia via this guilt. Of no fault of one’s own everyone is ‘born in sin’ or ‘guilty at conception’ via the instinctual survival passions and the identity formed thereof. Richard has a catalogue collection on that topic that might be informative. He also said that –
[Respondent]: ‘Who decides what is ‘personally insalubrious’ and ‘socially reprehensible’?
[Richard]: ‘Not ‘who’ … peace-on-earth decides, each moment again, and relentlessly brings the wayward ego and compliant soul face-to-face with its own culpability, each moment again, for being the progenitor of all the ills of humankind. (…) The pristine nature of peace-on-earth is impeccable … nothing dirty can get in. (Richard, List C, No. 1, 9 Mar 2000)
It is for the sake of peace-on-earth that one embraces one’s “own culpability” as a fact to allow “that ‘dirty secret’ to be freely revealed/ penetrated into” and to embrace it fully as being ‘me’.
Doing so, feeling being ‘Vineeto’ experienced a gradually increasing awareness and intensity regarding ‘her’ yearning for oblivion.
This way the full awareness of the ramifications of being ‘guilty at conception’ becomes the most powerful ally for your destiny – to foster ‘my’ abdication so that innocence can prevail.
Cheers Vineeto