Hi Vineeto,
That is a great question and I can confidently say yes, in those experiences (those moments of appercetiveness) it is not just that ‘I’ blink out, because from the perspective of that apperceptive seeing ‘I’ have never actually existed in the first place, and everything is complete.
So those experiences make me understand that quote of Richard’s :
Richard: And the reason why the word ‘magic’ is utilised (magic as in prestidigitation and not as in a sorcerer’s magic) is because no other word currently exists to adequately convey how a lifetime of cares and woes – all the misery and mayhem which epitomises the human condition – can vanish in an instant (and vanish so completely as to have never been in the first place). (Long Awaited Announcement, 3rd [R] tool-tip).
In those experiences this is exactly what happens, but only temporarily, ‘I’ am here one second and then next ‘I’ have never existed, ‘I’ am seen for that “dream which in fact never was”. So when ‘I’ come back the memory of this is imprinted, along with the knowing that it is safe for ‘me’ to become extinct.