So last week or so has been a bit of a germination period, this time I have not been getting upset over phone transfers or anything of the kind though 
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The past day or so I have started to experience these moments of apperceptiveness but it’s different now. Perhaps it’s because when ‘I’ come back ‘I’ know that ‘I’ become extinct for an actual freedom to eventuate. It’s like before ‘I’ saw it as 2 worlds and it seemed like maybe (if ‘I’ hoped very hard) ‘I’ would manage to squeeze through into the actual world… But of course in practice it ended up being something like the below :
@Vineeto I think this is the video that you were looking for the other day, I had a good giggle re-watching it .
So since that experience of ‘the veil’ it has been so clear that ‘I’ become extinct and then actual freedom eventuates. BUT this “then” is actually instantaneous, this is what those moments of apperceptiveness show. That when ‘I’ blink out there is already a completeness in place, as Srinath wrote there is “a new consciousness – of a piece with the body”. From those experiences I can understand now what Peter wrote here :
Peter: The whole experience was like a seamless transition between two worlds – from being a feeling being trapped within an illusionary all-encompassing self-created and sustained bubble to being here in the actual world