Hi Vineeto,
When I look at my experiencing these days and also of what is mentioned in my reports. I notice that pure intent rarely features.
Geoffrey wrote after becoming actually free :
Geoffrey: If I was to put any ‘conditions’ on it (I’m not) it would have to do with knowing what you’re aiming for and going for it (once you know, there is no choice). And for me this required numerous PCEs, and a solid connexion to Pure Intent.
I am wondering if the connection to pure intent is the critical component which is missing.
To get more specific on my experiencing these days :
On the lower end there is this experiencing of the world being like a shimmering jewel, then on the upper end of that it transforms into something like the world becoming enchanted, with this deep magical quality.
But I would not say that pure intent is there in those experiences! That sweetness/tenderness aspect is not experientially present.
I do have a very solid memory of pure intent etched into my memory, I wrote about it recently :
Kuba: Since the other day it has happened a few times that I experienced the sweetness of pure intent and following in that direction there were glimpses of the actual world, where there is only that pure intent, everywhere all at once.
That “genuinely occurring stream of benevolence and benignity” has a sweetness to it (the sweetness being ‘my’ closest approximation to that “genuinely occurring stream of benevolence and benignity” itself) whereas those experiences of the world being a shimmering jewel / magically enchanted lack this component, they are simply wondrous but not in that destinal way.
In fact I would go as far to say that those magical experiences are only for me, whereas the sweetness of pure intent is as if whispering “this is for everybody”.