Ha such synchronicity, if you have a look at my above post written just a few minutes before yours, this was exactly where I arrived yesterday.
And just to clarify more what I referred to here - “And furthermore the heebie-jeebies come only when ‘I’ stall or hesitate.”
[Richard]: ‘A deep feeling of dread, the abject intuition of impending doom, is fraught with foreboding
, be it a grim, dire, or awful presage, and this intensely apprehensive trepidation is symptomatic of the existential angst (the anguish of the essential insecurity of being a contingent ‘being’) which underpins all suffering. As such an occasion of profound dread is an opportune moment to plumb the depths of ‘being’ itself (‘me’ at the core of ‘my’ being) … rather than avoidance through realisation of the portentous event as all manner of phantasmagoria can be manifested by such evasion. With pure intent one can enable a movement into the existential angst, rather than despairingly grasping at doomsday straws, which movement facilitates the bright light of awareness being shone into the innermost recesses of ‘my’ presence … which is ‘presence’ itself.
So it is ‘my’ evasion which occasions the heebie-jeebies, otherwise there can be a movement into this raw fear, with “the bright light of awareness being shone into the innermost recesses of ‘my’ presence … which is ‘presence’ itself.”.
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