There is a couple of notable things which have changed the past few days. Firstly it looks like those “fake immolation attempts” launched by the 'controller’ are no more. I wrote recently how each time I would (seemingly) come close, there would be this dramatic surge of affective energy, which it would actually derail the process of continuing to get closer. The other day I experienced myself in the same place, of coming close, exactly where the “fake immolation” would usually take place, this time though instead of taking that fork in the road (towards the dead end) I simply kept the channel open and proceeded down the same path uninterrupted. And since then it seems like ‘I’ am done with those now.
The other thing, this is in particular since last evening, is something that I can’t put down, which is this experiencing which is constantly creeping up on me, which shows that everything is already perfect, as Richard wrote that humans are all unwittingly already living in perfection. I can’t put it down because it seems such a waste, to waste even a single moment when all is already perfect, and that this is simply how things are. It reminds me of what I wrote maybe a year ago, that it was as if a word that I just couldn’t quite get to roll of the tongue, or now I could say it’s an itch that I can’t quite find the location of 
This seeing though is so undeniable, so actual, that this how life actually is… It has got me off my backside for sure.