Hi Vineeto,
Yes I do indeed and solidly from experience too, over the weekend and today I have been delighting in this mirificent flavour, I am glad that Claudiu got me onto this word but if not I would say it is a magical fairytale like flavour, this sense of endless wonder and amazement - “how can the universe exist, how can all this be so” etc. With the immediate reward being the wonder and amazement itself rather than any intellectual answer. I am amazed each time this flavour is tasted because it is just as wondrous every time. This flavour, what it is and where it leads is the direction I want to go in, and not as a means to an end but as an end in itself. It is what I want to do with my life. And there is a golden clew in place now back to this flavour, and it is so very worth it every time.
Those obstacles are there - to be squarely addressed rather than gingerly walked around - but now there is such a worthy goal, and such a pinpointed attention to it that I am confident it is possible to proceed.