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@Kub933

But actually I can see now that the maze called the human condition has no way out! It is a maze with no exit. One could navigate its path forever and a day.

Hummm I think it’s more that there is an exit, and the exit is so clear and wide and wondrous such that after the fact one wonders how one could’ve ‘missed’ it for so long

And Geoffrey was saying if the exit seems small narrow or hard, you’re on the wrong path. Since the actual exit is so wide and wondrous

@Kub933

What I understand now is that ‘I’ navigate through the maze until both the maze and ‘me’ are seen for what they are, in their totality. And it is this seeing which leads to the dissolution of both ‘me’ and the maze. ‘I’ never find a door out…That is why it took me so long, so many attempts at running at those invisible walls. ‘I’ thought that ‘I’ could solve the puzzle called the human condition, that ‘I’ was to find a way out.

I think this approach is a way of preventing oneself from going forward

What I am currently seeing as the obvious way to continue is that it is something I do, in that it is in my hands entirely. And no waiting is required either to start or to finish. And there is no indirect having to wait or configure some conditions such that it happens — rather it is a direct seeing what must happen, wanting and allowing that to happen, and then it happens (nothing else). And as I am my feelings and my feelings are me, it is none other than I, than ‘me’ (which is equal to me without scare quote) who sees this. I would call this me finding the way out!

I may be off base but reading how you write it here it sounds like you’re holding at arms length some ‘seeing’ that you can only indirectly arrive at via indirect actions, and then a sort of hoping or waiting for that ‘seeing’ to occur, but it not being something you can do. But this just puts it out of your hands and then you end up delaying

Just 2 cents! I will be able to be more authoritative once I have succeeded .