Ok so I am starting to understand what is being spoken about with regards to being out from control.
In that so far the success of the actualism method has relied on ‘my’ ongoing imitative felicity and innocuity, this is what delivers an in control virtual freedom. It is ‘my’ involvement each moment again which ensures a consistent virtual peace and harmony.
And now having gained confidence in the ultimate beneficence of the universe ‘I’ can allow an ongoing felicity and innocuity and an ongoing peace and harmony which is no longer of ‘my’ doing.
I twigged onto this when I caught myself planning for the BJJ session which I am to teach tonight. And then I realised that I already know that it will go well, that ‘I’ don’t have to be vigilant anymore and that instead ‘I’ can allow the session to run itself. And that not only is this safe but even better than ‘I’ can otherwise accomplish through vigilance.
It seems this is the direction to travel, that it is through having confidence in the ultimate beneficence of the universe that ‘I’ allow the perfection and purity which has nothing to do with ‘me’ to live this life more and more. That is to say ‘I’ can step out from control.