Hi Vineeto,
Well actually I just remembered! When I wrote the post it was almost like a cathartic experience. Because this feeling has been there in the background for a long time, not always active but coming and going. But I never “took the lid off it” properly. So yes that post would be something like me “pouring my heart out” 
So yes those conclusions that I have come up with are far from the facts. But at the same time I wouldn’t describe it as being gripped by anxiety, it was more like ‘I’ allowed ‘myself’ to deeply feel and fully divulge this feeling.
Yes this is why this is rather silly and yet it was/is there, because it is not just some boast when I say that virtually all interactions I have with others are fun and mutually beneficial, it really is like that. I don’t have arguments or niggles with people anymore and neither do I engage in any power battles or any other ‘psychic combat’. Whether it is working in customer service, dealing with my bosses, teaching BJJ, going to the shops, working hen do’s, hanging out with my friends, spending time with Sonya, interacting with family etc. It is all the same - there is virtual peace and harmony, I can say this with complete confidence because this is what I live every day. Now every now and then some little thing will happen ok, like I made a joke the other day to Sonya and she didn’t like it or I had quite an intense conversation with my mum which she was quite emotionally affected by, but this is that 1% that still doesn’t cause any issues and getting back towards virtual peace and harmony happens automatically every time. There is no hang ups, no tension afterwards, no weirdness, no resentment etc.
And indeed when people describe me they all say the same thing, that I am very nice to be around. In the past I would be quite prone to getting kind of “sour” at times but even that is virtually gone now.
I think I should pat myself on the back more often haha, certainly a far different me than I was say 5 years ago.
And it’s not that I am just being nice, I find myself in general to interact in a way that is naive, in the sense that I find interactions with others interesting, playful, and free-flowing. I don’t go by any blueprint when I interact with others anymore, I find that I much prefer to meet the person in front of me and discover what happens in a very loose and fascinated way.
So yes I am a consistently liking and likeable persona living life in virtual peace and harmony and yet afraid of going fully into naivete like there is some great danger in abandoning ‘the past’.